fatty fatty two by four

Everything is driving me insane lately. Especially people. Everyone needs to just chill the fuck out. GOD.

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ANYWAY.

I stepped on the scale yesterday and finally hit my breaking point [lol] when it comes to my weight. I've been a fatty since I had Maddox but it never REALLY bothered me because when I look in the mirror I do not see a fat girl.. UNTIL YESTERDAY.
So, time to make some serious changes.
I'll be focusing on my diet of course. I'm not on A diet.. diets are bullshit, but I'm going to eat a LOT healthier and a more balanced diet. I'll also be working out EVERY day. Today was the first day and holy crap I'm out of shape. I wanted to die. lol.
cardio cardio cardiooooo
Less alcohol.
No soda.... that one is going to be the hardest for me. :[

So here it is. I'm a fat bitch. I am going to lose 50 lbs.