hollaaaa

Maddox and I spent 45 minutes blowing bubbles in his room tonite. The sticky aftermath was worth it. :] His laugh makes me happier than anything.

I made broccoli lasagna rolls tonite. They were deeeelicious. I'm a damn good cook. It was pretty surprising to me. :D

I think I'm going to meet April in Savannah for sushi tomorrow.

Shayna came & did my hair tonite. Pics later. It's as close to black without actually BEING black. I love it. And she cut it too. Thanks, I am the happery. I can't wait to spray it 1/3 gray for my Bellatrix costume. haha.

I've lost 10 lbs. It could have been more but I slacked off horribly this weekend. Oops. Back on now. WOO!

fatty fatty two by four

Everything is driving me insane lately. Especially people. Everyone needs to just chill the fuck out. GOD.

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ANYWAY.

I stepped on the scale yesterday and finally hit my breaking point [lol] when it comes to my weight. I've been a fatty since I had Maddox but it never REALLY bothered me because when I look in the mirror I do not see a fat girl.. UNTIL YESTERDAY.
So, time to make some serious changes.
I'll be focusing on my diet of course. I'm not on A diet.. diets are bullshit, but I'm going to eat a LOT healthier and a more balanced diet. I'll also be working out EVERY day. Today was the first day and holy crap I'm out of shape. I wanted to die. lol.
cardio cardio cardiooooo
Less alcohol.
No soda.... that one is going to be the hardest for me. :[

So here it is. I'm a fat bitch. I am going to lose 50 lbs.